yup its true... my life has gone to the dogs

So basically, if that little story confused you a little tooo much... my life sucked the last week. There were 3 reasons:
- Waaay to much work+ waaay too little sleep= waaay too much exhaustion.
- My awful roomates decided to punish me for sticking up for others and doing what is ethically right.
-I was completely broke with a grand total of 1.86 euro in my bank account.

But I'm on the second day of my weekend and though I'm exhausted I do feel a lot better and happier. One of the roomates peaced to Spain today without even a goodbye. Good on him. Now one of my shoulders feels waaay lighter.

Yesterday, Chara and I went to the best vegetarian ever! The place is called Govinda's and its around the corner. It was the most zen restaurant I've ever been to. It was inspired by India with Indian food and Indian music. I was really happy. We sat in there for about two hours like we normly do in restaurants. Take an hour to eat another to speak. And relax.

The weather is a little warmer and I've been struttin around town in dress and doing some serious thinking. I'm not at my mental and physical beings' healthiest. So I have to watch out. I'm not too sure how much longer I'll be in Dublin for... so I'm doing some major and serious thinking towards that issue. I'm not ready for Canada yet. I feel like I'm suppossed to be in Europe for a little longer. I'll be here for sure for another 3 weeks. Keeping myself grounded and mentally sane.

Walking to work is amazing and I've already had two beautiful encounters with nature. My friend Gareth from Belfast, UK came over for a lovely visit. And thanks to his kindness and friendship he decided to walk the 1.5 hour walk with me to work in the bright early and damp morning. We were talking about faith when all of the sudden he pushed me off the sidewalk to explain a metaphor and we were awestruck because a white horse was galloping through the fields very nearby. It was pretty magical with the bright white horse going through the misty emerald grass. It felt medieval.
And then a few days ago I was going to work again and came across two heards of deer. Beautiful things they are and they were soooo calm. One heard was about 40 and the other about 15 in deer. I walked by them about 10 feet away and they weren't even scared. Some of them watched me. But when other people came by they ran away. Watching them run together in a troup was bewildering. I think I need to go back to nature.