another week

well, it's just been an ordinary week. Nothing outta the blue. I quit the Button Factory after listening to my mums' reasoning. I was simply exhausted and not that healthy. I needed to make a choice. And working 70 hours a week was just out of the question. I needed to be sane. I'm going to miss the people there and the free nightly rock shows. I now have a secure organic resto job and I work more then full time, so, ...I'm just fine. Finaly the boys have left the building. Now we are just girls. The house is getting artsier and cleaner by the day. Last night was our first girls night and it felt just right. I have decided to stay here till atleast the end of June. I'm glad I didn't run away and that I toughed it out for a week. I could have given up and I really wanted to colapse. It would have been easy but I feel that I have learned a lot through this horrible experience. For example, grace and forgiveness. I am not bitter to them. It was a huge challenge and I almost wasn't strong enough for it. And to my surprise I actually was able to survive this. God won't allow you go through something you cannot handle. He just doesn't work like that. But the boys are gone. And I am no longer mentally tortured. I have forgiven them but I don't like them.

On another note: my sibs are about to start major adventures!!! Nadine peaces to Tuff forever in a few weeks. And Justin ( at only 15!) is going on Esperanza. Way to go guys :)